In all the years since my mother’s death
she has not once visited me in ghostly form.
I take this as a sign she is at peace
and the hereafter is more like a craft project than a poem.
I know I was not easy to raise.
My rascally brain did not appreciate syntax or logic.
She was like a window shade kept down
to keep a house plant from the sun.
I grew anyway—tall, thin and awkward.
It took befriending a dog for me to fill out in mind and body.
Time treated mother and me the same in spite of our differences.
Our similarities. Our love of mac & cheese.
When I picture her in my mind
I hold her hand when we cross the street.
copyright © 2023 Kenneth P. Gurney
Paul wrote a love story.
It was a hate story too.
Overall on the imagined scales of justice
love outweighed hate a hundred to one.
The problem was a linear story
weighs things at different times.
There was a plot point two-thirds of the way
through the story
that hate in the fictional wife’s mind
tipped the scale against her husband
on the day she learned
he had an affair with her sister.
Although both Leviticus and Deuteronomy
prescribe death for adulterers
the wife chose leaving
the house that was not a home anymore—
to not be a wife anymore
and to find another hand to hold her hand.
Being in her thirties she was not afraid
of dying of loneliness.
She packed her few things and left
on a great American road trip.
She discovered in her third hotel room
that she did not miss
the sound of manly feet on the floor at night
or picking up his socks from around the house.
The day she was in Taos New Mexico
she saw a triple rainbow against the mountains.
She declared it a sign.
A new life fell into place as if waiting for her.
The man who once was her husband
married the woman who remained her sister.
She did not attend the wedding.
copyright © 2021 Kenneth P. Gurney
Once a boy reaches a point
so far into the woods
the world of his childhood
seems hopelessly lost,
he un-zippers his mouth
with such primal agony
that leaves turn
from red and yellow
to brown and fall.
At the edge of the woods
his mother fears
the forest monster
that bellowed its agony
must be fearsomely wounded
and she goes back into the house
for the shotgun
unsure if it will protect her
from the beast if it emerges.
copyright © 2020 Kenneth P. Gurney